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Taimur Azam Khan Poems

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Thousand of words may echo your name, my few unspoken words are my dream.

Though you are hidden behind a thick veil, the butterflies will chase you in my dreams.

The world may ponder on your beauty, I have already surrendered to you in my dreams.

My dreams mayn't be yours, but I like the butterflies still chasing you in my dreams.

I laid my dreams to many before you, some said I was mad, others didn't saw the butterflies in my dreams.

Yes I am mad; bring me the cure for it, If she sees the butterflies, I promise, she will live forever in my dreams..

Life passed in the dwelling of my lover embrace,

for my day and night, my thirst grew from the oceans of your embrace..

fetch me no more wine of this world for I too have been drinking

in my lover embrace. Let me oh death,

embrace my life once more

for her fragrance flows in Taimur soul.

The song isn’t enough, for I yearn to kiss the lips of my life.

Like a bird, I fly in a cage with no sky..

I envy the dew, for it lives enough

to kiss the rose in my sight.

I, Taimur, though kept in a cage,

still remembers to fly in the sky.

In my solitude, I can feel the rain of longing, showering my soul.

My soul, where my beloved dwells in.

With every rain drop on her face, my soul blossoms into a eternal spring.

Her long dark hair curls, lay resting on my face. On her hair curls I feel my soul swing.

Every rain drop, deepens the ocean in her eyes. In my solitude, the day and night is one,

for Taimur, is utterly lost for eternity in gazing into her eyes.

I don't feast on your beauty oh beloved, All I search is the beauty in your soul.

I lay low on the ground, kissing even the dust from your feets.

The seconds are my treasure, when I, Taimur looks into your soul.

You were in my dream in our garden of bliss..

hand in hand we walked for it seemed eternity,

how wrong was I, I left your hand for a moment

to pick the thorns of my destiny.. I, Taimur cried

in pain as I could never now see that beautiful dream again.

I, dreamed a beautiful dream.. Dream of thousand colors and nights.

Dream where flowers grew on sands, fragrance of my beloved coloring the roses red...

Passing whispers and her silent glances, my soul colored by her lips.. the bliss, the bliss..

The slow wind, laughter and wine,my comfort in her eyes, her curly locks falling on my face

behold the beauty of her soul, my days her face, my nights her curly locks...

Bliss when her love flows through her lips to mine, the embrace the fragrance of her soul.. the bliss, the bliss..

The thirst when I, am awake, her embrace and Taimur, shall forever dream on...

Nayam! Nayam!, agha che sta pa der k pa khanda e..

Nayam, za sa nayam., tolla duniya sta pa sajdo ban de da

yo zayam cha zan may neday pagen dalay de..

Am Not! Am Not! who is at your altar and is smiling..

Am not, the one I seek., the whole world is in bowed down in your praise

but here I am, who still wanders..

Butterflies

As I, ran to catch the butterflies ahead, I, Taimur, desire nothing more

except your few steps. Chasing the butterflies,

I caught one in my dream, then my hands gently let them

go, for I with no ears to hear this world, and your silent whisper

made me chase those butterflies again.....

Your face, oh beloved, makes me fly in

my dreams. I, Taimur, though without

my wings, can still fly with the butterflies

in my dreams..

Why won't the heart listens to fate..

why do butterflies still dances in the cage..

I, kept a dream for myself, as the butterfly

in my heart whispers away..

A man, a dream, reality.. shatters dream..

A man, reality.. just a hollow dream..

A man, a dream, existence.. a soul

in the sands of shore, swept away

until no more..

A man, universe.. a cry with no one ever

to know.. What am I, when I look up to

the stars.. a man that exits only in my scattered

dreams ?..

The soul search's my dream, as I Taimur lay beneath these sands.

Bless my dreams, with a glimpse of yours, while the sands kisses

your feet. For Taimur shall lay forever beneath the sands which

felt my dreams..

And I thought I Taimur was alone,

But how wrong was I, for my dreams was

always in your shade....

Mourn no more oh heart, for my soul have

found a resting place...

Da jahan de tanaa zarshee, Taimur, kho paida

oh fakair. Jahen kho zama nasho O Taimur,

so okam, har waqat bamay sat de khapay khoray

khulawalay.

The world may praise your beauty, oh my beloved

as I, Taimur, now searches for more words..

The world that seek thee, was once mine too, but

now I lay forgotten in the dust from your feet..

Tears from your eyes, I Taimur shall perish with its flow,

Count my death oh fate, while Taimur awaits his punishment

from the tears which flow..

zamaa Janan cha v meena oka de akari jahan pa sir,

za ko lawanay im sta da khapa khora kholom

"My beloved wants me to cross oceans, here I am

busy kissing the dust from your feet ....

"Za nay yaam za sam na yaam, bagair de tana

wafa ba yar sara okam bewafa nayam che

her shapa shara kam.

 I am nothing, nothing if you turn

your face.. all I am, a slave, nothing....

 Nothing shall  make the shallow darkness into

light without you.."

"The wind blows, whispering of the silent storm,

the sands of the eternity and my soul kiss, wondering

when will the path of the sand ends. Surely there would

be thee, on whom lap shall my soul rest and escape. I

Taimur seeks the shades of your dark curls, for the soul

seeks a shelter for the gathering storm .."

Death, I should have known, but was in the bliss

of my lovers lips. Cry not now when I am dead

have you not listened to the tears of my heart,

listen oh my beloved, come not to my grave

the living shall not bear the mourns of

my heart ."

"Lay with me, oh my dear one, let not

death take us apart. Let the mortal

body decay, but our souls will still

embrace, lay with me oh my dear

one. Let the thousand days and

nights wander without thee,

let it be known to the paradise

of youth that you have found

a immortal place in my heart"

" I am here lying sick with the hope

that I Taimur, may catch a glimpse of thee.

Oh heart, you have suffered

more than me, wait she may come

and bless my dying fate with her

face. Let me not suffer oh my

beloved, more then what the

long days and nights have

not tried as a punishment without

thee."

"What should I write as I have nothing to say..

My words are now yours, my poetry begins,

and ends with you, what should I write as,

I Taimur have nothing to say.. my words are beautiful

when it speaks of you, but forgive me oh my friends

for I Taimur, am a jealous lover, will die with all those words

soaked in the beauty of my beloved. "

Sitting in dark besides nothing, listening to the cries beyond.

Remembering nothing but you, but those cries break my

silence, which i had cherished. Betray me not oh my

heart, leave the silence, where it has been. Alone

with your cries, oh heart, for some hour of joy,

beside their lovers, but i am alone with the shades

of your silence, betray me not oh my heart."

" Still wandering Oh Taimur in

this garden of eve. Come and see

thousands roses of red, feel the lips

from which wine flows and drink from eyes

of the thousand youth, perish yourself

in this garden of eve. Pour more wine

and bliss in the laughter's and beauty

of thousands before you, for life is more

then wandering for your rose. Ah my friend

Taimur sees the beauty of your world, but

the heart bleeds for the thorns of my rose.

But tell me oh world, how can Taimur bliss when

her fragrance is in my soul...."

" My dreams, all that I have is my dreams..

In dreams I live alone, there are rugged mountains

with no trees and flowers.. In my dreams I see you

as my world, my days and nights are spend beneath

the shades of your veiled memory, In my dreams I

still wander to find my soul.. The soul I have

last seen, lay beneath your feet......

Taimur, is no more a reality if he turn his face

from you .. "

"Oh beloved, punish me no more,

for the time has a thousand thorns.

I Taimur awaits my fate with thousand

thorns in my soul. The mere glimpse

of her, and I can't remember the pain.

If you promise that you would come,

I am ready to walk on those thousand

thorns again .."

" I searched for you in the cold dark,

and found nothing but the loud mourns

of my heart, then I searched for my self

and found nothing but dust of my name.

I searched as if my life was not there, I cried

as if death was not in sight.. "

" Oh sweet voice of music,

My soul vibrates when

every words speaks of her.

I Taimur though a beggar

flourishes in your soul .. "

"Alone without you seems eternity,

like a leave i drift to your scent,

now let me sleep under your dark curls

with your face now my world. For long

with my thirst... your silent stare

that's all I seek, For Taimur

shall forever drink from the fountain of

your face ."

" I was someone I can't recall, a poet

maybe; all I seem is to wander as if I

am lost. Faraz you were a poet yourself,

tell me if lost words, are itself an art thou,

because I Taimur seek comfort with my

lost words.."

My Blissful place

"As I slept i couldn't wake, for the dream

was my blissful place. I wandered through

the path of your footsteps, everywhere

your presence..everywhere your scent.. but let me stay,

let me stay, for my dreams are my blissful place.

In the place we played hide and seek, with your laughter

filling the voice of nightingale. your face lit the moon

your touch made the roses red. In the garden of my blissful

dream, we silently stare, your eyes made my heart glow

as i slept in my blissful place. Now being the slave

I couldn't wake from my dream. let me stay

for I and you have the game of hide and seek to play ."

"My heart Feels like crying with eyes already dry, love

the cure for some, torments me when i sit alone,

I wish I never knew its meaning for I Taimur

silently cry. My dreams of being with Thee

fades ways for my heart worships the long silence for

remembering the pains for which i cry.

love, the tormentor of my soul,yearns for the

the sight of my beloved.. as i still wander and you still

can't see. My tormented heart speaks words which no one

will understand, for the one for whom the pains

grow, still can't hear my cry .."

"I sat here alone thinking, why is God not annoyed with me,

for i trust your existence blindly then His.

Still you don't feel my existence, for I

even betrayed my faith. Why isn't God annoyed with me

for your image comes when i close my eyes, In prayers,

only i see you, Still you won't feel my existence.

Maybe God this is your punishment for my sin, she

passes by without feeling my existence ....."

" To the unknown, who is known to my heart,

wonder if it would be thee,

Still wander if have lost my heart"

"Say it, will it stay my love,

the beauty of your soul,

the bliss in your heart,

the light in your eyes,

and the smile on those

immortal lips.

say it, my heart will

yearn for thee as the

years passes by."

" The day i curse when the day was born.

The night i curse when the night was born.

Curse the desire when desire was born,

I curse the life, when life was born.

Thee who say life, when death is not,

a curse but cure, when cursing life why life

was born."

" The blossom came when i thought that person far away will walk besides me in the isles

of my dreams, oh unknown lets walk on the sands of our dreams, holding our hands, till

the sands of sweet dream fades away ."

"With crying eyes I wait for her to come,

amid the laughter's i silently stare. Consider

me not weak oh my friends, but my heart

betrays me when she does not come. "

Whispers

" words, when whispered silently calling her name,

I am no more in this world when the whispers whisper her name,

whispers.. Wine you glory your self, making men relinquish their

pains, but whats the use when the pains whisper her name.

Whispers.. In the dark when the world is asleep, those whisper make my

heart mourn. Whispers.. In this world of roses my heart only seek you,

can you oh beautiful roses not see, the blind walking to the words whispering her name,

whispers.. At last i see you, more beautiful than the whispers calling your name, I kiss

the earth where your shadow stay, let me dream, let me dream.. and i shall when

the dreams fades away, live with the words whispering your name. "

" Lost in silence, with my silent mourns,

bliss-es my heart when

a whispers  echoes with her name.

Forgive me Oh world, for Taimur

is chained to her soul." 

"I silently gazed at my lovers feet,

counted all the thousand steps,

I kissed the dust, from her feet.

Oh day granted me your light for

i have a journey of thousands

steps, as the dust awaits my lips.

Behold for my love is yet to come,

for the dust bliss-es with the joy of her feet "

MY LOVERS VEIL

" I Taimur seek the beauty of thee, Though hidden behind the veils,

oh moon your pride have been diminished as my lover lifts her veil.

Aidah says if my love is true, tell her oh moon for I

have not seen you after she lifted her veil. "

Call My Name

" As The earthly days and nights passes,

I wonder if it would really end. Besides

myself if there is any existence call my

name.Let me hear it, if i had existed call

my name, have searched all life, now lying

beneath the dust, call my name. A wind blows

telling me that it was already there, calling for

you, but thee was busy in the days and nights

of the flesh, now what a pity, your name remains

just in the shallow dark grave."

" Punish me no more with your silent gaze,

I haven't slept, till worshiping those

eyes ."

" Like a beggar i wander to search my life,

be gone oh dreadful dream, or shall

i wake to to end the miseries of my

soul. There at-last it was for whom i had

put all the dust on my face.. I started crying

aloud when it silently passed by."

Sea

" Sea, love your beauty, when the waves silently whisper her name.

Drifted away i embrace the waves, as if its water would answer

my thirst. It embraces me no more, finds me guilty of making

her that way with my tears.oh sea you have taken all the mighty

beneath you, why cant you take my grieves away"

" As I Taimur walked alone,

and I wondered if i will have

a glimpse of you, I waited what

seems eternity. You passed by

without looking at me. Oh heart

how will i believe that she cried

after walking from me.."

Cry Not

" Along came the dark, and all were silent,

I Taimur now became alone, as all whispered,

saying it was over. Don't leave me, was my

cry as silence befall my lonely grave.

What did i deserve to be like this, i betrayed

what my God told me to do, now you world

betray me in my grave.."

My Tears

" Seen in this world my love, hidden in my tears,

the mourns of my heart.. to see you in flesh,

touch you, feel you. To my crying eyes,

tears has an old mirror, soaked in your beauty

you will remain a red rose forever ."

" I dreamed of a dream that someone will dream me..

Blissful dream in the laps of my Yar and I don't seem to remember

my pains. Her voice made my dreams sing, her eyes made my youth immortal.

Oh night stay, for I Taimur have to dream a long way .."

The desert Spoke

"The soul of desert, Thee must be

lonely to wander around, where the sands

always speak, oh the wandering traveler have pity

as i shed tears on thee. Ah you have seen my tears

falling, oh desert as i wander for my beloved.

Consider me not lost, oh kind one, have seen the beauty of thee.

The lone flower in the garden of mine, fragrances on my soul un touch till

now. The roses in the garden of Eden speak, oh you dear pick one from

the garden of bliss, here your soul should rest. Tell them oh kind desert

that thousands may rises with more beauty , but the one i seek have made my soul

cry ."