User:Olivier Doorenbos

Olivier Doorenbos
Male, Born 1987 in UK
Religion: Liberal Protestant Christian
Political ideals: proportional representation, liberalism, socialism, big government, non-populist E-democracy, radical transparency
Nationality: Dutch/Nederlands

About Me:
My life has been a miserable struggle. I have never had a job, never had a social life, and never found love (though I nearly did once). I have a keen mind, frustratingly held back by a learning disability. With a determined character and kind heart, I had a good chance to succeed and even excel, but my youth and future were destroyed by other people and the injustice of society. Life is wonderful, but can be incredibly cruel. There are fates far worse than death.

What I do still have, and will defend to the last, is my unconditional love for God.
If my loss is his gain, I lose everything willingly, as I trust in him completely - though I still struggle with fear, doubt, grief, and pain - human nature.
Though my life and suffering seem pointless, I pray it serves a purpose, and will come to pass.
Through Jesus, I have hope.

Creative Works:
[1] 'Realistic AI Detection' mod for Skyrim (2016. 680,000 downloads as of May-2020, across various websites)
[2] The only weather mod for Skyrim that has sneak gameplay optimisations (took 1100+ hours)
[3] A modding guide for Skyrim
[4] The largest list on the internet of systematically reviewed Skyrim quest mods (over 170 mods, at the bottom of the linked page)
[5] 'de_Ropax' map for Counter Strike Source and Garry's Mod (2009. 40,000+ downloads, and over 800,000 youtube views (example [6]) of videos made by others displaying this map)
[7] 'csde_cargarage' map for Counter Strike Source (2006. 5,000+ downloads)
[8] My youtube channel with custom suites and edits of film soundtracks (2,700,000 views as of May-2022)

Some Interests:
Equity Investing at the "efficient frontier"
Computer games and simulators
Developing and publishing video game mods
Video game community mods content curation
Computer Hardware and Overclocking (particularly undervolting)
Music editing (post-processing) in Audacity
video game level design
Horse riding (long ago)
History, Geography, Politics, Christianity, Science and Technology