The day I have understood that time has only one tense that is present . I have started to explore more about my own self and found I am not me to define myself.
Each of us has our own way of pursuing the world and these all ways together make the world. Too far beyond the universe where the perfect darkness can really look into our shadow lives in the solar system, I found myself watching the play of the world as a satire that has no meaning but has all the non-sensing senses with us. It is very difficult for me to dwell in reality as it is for some people to dwell in fantasy and dreams. The fantasy of my dreams is the only sense of my survival which really does not make any sense with time.
We live our lives according to circumstances and we sometimes create circumstances but we are still subjected to circumstances. I found the reason for survival is a circumstance of creating and sustaining circumstances and this meant that circumstances are fate and we all follow our fate with our will. Life has no purpose, life itself is purpose. We live in the present which is related to our consciousness and I really like to be conscious rather than being an intellect of making a cycle of life.
These are the thoughts that mumble with me in the inner voice of myself known as NSKJNV, present at a place we call Hyderabad in India. pursuing life on Earth and we still don’t know where this is all going on.