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Welcome To My Page Of Hopefully Reassuring Advice

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Hello. If you are reading this then because of one way or another you found this page whether it was from me sending whoever you are the link directly, you found it from my Sketchfab Paintings model or you found it from my Wikipedia article. But I'm going to assume that you do not understand what this page is about or why I created it so that is what I shall do now.

Introduction and Context

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Now before I continue I want you to know I have never been good at making a long story short so I apologise for what will undoubtedly become a very long paragraph. I have been on Twitter for over 5 years now as of typing this, and while I can confidently say that I have made a couple of friends thanks to the platform that doesn't mean that it's gone absolutely swimmingly. Also I'm not referring to Twitter as a whole that's a whole dumpster fire flavoured can of worms. During my time on twitter in 2024 which I don't know when I first started an increase of this but at one point this year I noticed someone I was mutuals with which means we follow each other. I noticed this person was making concerning tweets to say the least on their private account and while I foolishly cannnot remember why we both first followed each other and while we hadn't had tons of conversations with each other. I still was worried for them as I read those concerning tweets of theirs. I will not repeat any of the stuff they tweeted about on their private here but I can assure you that it was quite concerning but despite that they still did less concerning tweets about more normal and less worrying stuff. But at the time I didn't know how to help them because I wanted to message them but because of how little I had directly talked to them in the past a part of me felt like it would be sort of unprecedented to suddenly message them with saying that its okay just out of the blue. But at one point which I'm not sure if it was before or after they first did concerning tweets that I saw, but at one point they created a twitter message group with other mutuals of theirs. I didn't say much in that group for a while due to lack of as much common interest in the stuff they were talking about but one person I met from that group I later messaged about the person I'm worrie about. I should also mention this because you will learn this eventually if you read the rest of the page but the person I am worried about at this point their name is Kron. So this other person I talked to I asked for their help on trying to help out Kron with the stuff thats causing them distress mentally which is what led them to create those concerning tweets. But before I asked for this person's help I had actually asked my Therapist at this time for their advice, now not only am I in a Twitter group with Kron but also 3 of their discord servers, after talking to my therapist they suggested trying to set up a game night event on one of their servers because by creating a sort of game night where perhaps once every week people on the server would go chat and play together on Kron's server which would mean that there would be a fair chance of Kron joining these sessions. And my therapist said that if this happens and this keeps happening over many weeks and while I can't remember what my therapist said exactly but they basically said that by having a game night where no one talks about anyone's mental health and just focus on having fun then by hanging out with friends in this safe space can help cheer up people who have been feeling sad about their life's. At least that's how my therapist told me it. Although they gave me this idea at the start of May at the latest and I still haven't done this idea but I still have been keeping an eye on Kron in their servers on twitter to make sure they are okay... You still reading? I appreciate it. Because I'm still not done explaining.


Now the next person I became worried about is someone I will refer to as Eachzy, I do not remember how I found their account but I should mention that unlike Kron, Eachzy and I do not follow each other and we still don't as of typing this and on that note I should mention that we have barely directly interacted with each other on Twitter. But the reason why this person is related is because at one point they started doing tweets like Kron did, concerning tweets. I will not repeat all the concerning tweets Eachzy had tweeted that I've seen but also like Kron they made me concerned but unlike Kron I tried to help sooner by trying to be reassuring in their replies which I recall them liking one or two of them and while a couple other people did the same by replying to their concerning tweets Eachzy still tweeted the concerning stuff. While I am aware that by telling someone it's gonna be okay that doesn't instantly make them feel better but I could see from the replies to these tweets that many people were also worried about them, trying to tell them that's it's okay. But I have since stopped responding to any concerning tweets of theirs for I still see people replying to them so I decided that people care about them, truly. But before I continue there is something important that I should bring up. While the people I may mention on this page are people who I have been worried about after seeing them post concerning stuff on Twitter that doesn't mean they are the only people I'm worried about on twitter. I even have a whole Twitter list of people I'm worried about and while it only has 8 accounts in it that is still 8 people who have tweeted concerning stuff that has made me worried about them. So over time when I kept finding people that I became concerned about I felt worse that there are people out there with incredible skill, funny personalities, hopes and dreams but due to horrible stuff out of their control their lives can feel like it's going down the drain and no matter what I try I worry I can't save those just out of my grasp no matter how much I try to help they find themselves feeling worse over time so I try my best to help those I can.



Still reading? Don't worry this should be the last paragraph before the main purpose of this page begins, hopefully. Do you remember me mentioning Sketchfab earlier? Well during this year of 2024 I started a University course at TAFE for Game Design and don't worry this is important to this page. And part of that course involves making 3D Models and over time I realise how much I enjoy making 3D models and so I kept making them. But then at one point I had a realisation, because up to that point I was using what I would describe as unorthodox textures for my models. For what I had realised is that I can hide stuff in my textures, and after realising this I started hiding song lyrics in my textures because why not. But then I started hiding little messages, not that often because I always tried to hide song lyrics in every new model I made. But around the time I was still feeling quite worried about those people on Twitter and CLON. I had an idea of how to help them or at least try send them supportive messages. I decided to hide it in the texture of one of my models which I did in this one https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/the-fancy-paintings-03def1d7784546df9ddfd0dd300569ad. But in that model I decided that if the message was made for multiple people then I perhaps should write a message that isn't specific for any of them as in I will not directly refer to an issue that only have of them is having and instead sort of write a supporting message that I'd like to think refers to quite a few of the concerns and distressing thoughts that they have been having. And in the Q-Box below this paragraph is in fact all that text I wrote in that texture. And finally that leads me to finally explain the purpose of this page. A bit after releasing that model I had realised that unless someone downnloads it, it is quite annoying to read the texture file with my secret message in it, just try to inspect the texture for yourself via the link earlier you'll see what I mean. And so I realised I needed another way for them to find that message but not only that because after I originally made that texture I realised that my message could be a supportive message for other people as well who might be going through a rough time mentally. And so I made this page so that for anyone who I want to read my message or be able to read what that texture said, they can go here. Well there is my explanation, it only took me 1,590 words and 8,346 characters to write it. I just hope this looks alright on mobile, also the reason why I called this page SomeAdvice is because I had the idea to possibly add more advice and supportive messages in this page from other people I have talked to, like the person I talked to about helping Kron, or Jib who I talked to about Eachzy and CLON. Alright well thats it for now I think I've done enough typing for today, as of write now it is 4:20pm on a Friday at Tafe. I have been here since 8:20 ish this morning, I didn't even have class today so I've been sitting in this chair for hours although I've sort of gotten used to it by now. Thank you for reading all of this I really appreciate it. Sorry for making it this long but I did tell you it most definitley would be quite long earlier. I hope you have a good day, night and a good time. Also yes this page is supposed to be serious or at the very least the rest of the page is.


Advice In The Texture From The Paintings Model

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My Attempt To Help

The following message is directed to @EachzyDraws, @longdivisi97632 and @kron673funni but if you are not any of those people mentioned then I am more than okay if you do not continue reading or even if you do decide to continue reading that is perfectly fine in fact plus it's probably best that people read it especially if you are going through a tough time mentally. So, if you are or are not any of those people then before you continue reading I want you to know that I'm not a therapist, I've been to multiple therapists in my life but I'm sorry if I phrase this message badly or even unconventionally at times and sorry if I end up writing too much I just want to help so I'm sorry if I go overboard with this. Also, if you are any of the people mentioned and you do not like this message, I've made with you in mind ( although while writing it I realised that this message should be good for people to read if they are going through a tough time mentally and not just people I mentioned before ) then please don't be afraid to contact me at @DanielP58112037 on twitter I'd be more than happy to hear any possible concerns and or thoughts related to this message from you. Oh and I'm sorry if this is a bit weird that I put this message in the texture to a 3D model of mine on Sketchfab it's just that I've recently have been doing a TAFE University course on Game Design and I've been really enjoying making 3D models as well as hiding stuff in the textures for my 3D models which you can see an example of in my Companion Cube and Factory Controller just to name few examples. Also because of that that’s why there's also song lyrics in this texture because while this texture is a lot more serious than my other textures it's still been a tradition to put song lyrics into a texture.

 Firstly I want you all to know (not just you three I mentioned before but anyone reading this) that yes it is true that life can honestly be shitty at times, it really can be and while I and no one can truly promise that it will get definitely better but what I can say for certain is that it can get better so even if you feel like everything is horrible, nothing will get better and there is no point in trying well I can promise you that you shouldn't believe or listen to such horrible thoughts like those. And I can tell you from experience that even if you feel like your life is over, there's nothing you can do and that you should just give up I assure you that you just need to keep going, don't waste away thinking that it's useless or pointless to even try. Because believe me when I tell you I've been there, a lot of people have. There have been multiple times where I feel like no matter what I do I keep failing and that I shouldn't even bother but despite that I still eventually made it through, I got past those hurdles but my life is still nowhere near finished yet and just like you all, our lives have only just begun so don't give up yet. If you want to achieve your dreams, then don't listen to your brain when it tells you that you should just give up and that it's pointless to bother trying to press on. And if you don't believe me let me help explain what I'm trying to say by telling you something about myself, my dream is to work at Valve who are the same people behind Steam and Team Fortress 2 but so far I can't code to save my life and I rarely draw but despite that and despite the fact that I'm actually repeating the first semester of my TAFE University course as of typing this because I failed all of my assignment submissions last term but despite all that I'm still pressing on because I didn't fail everything just to go "welp that's it I tried game over" while although yes after the first semester when I had failed everything in that course I did in fact feel like giving up, I did feel like my dream of working at Valve was foolish but even still I eventually decided that no. I'm going to keep going, I'm going to achieve my dream no matter how long it takes. So, if you ever think that because of all your failures that you should just give up then I promise you it's never the end, never stop trying to no matter how annoying that horrible voice in your head that keeps telling you to just give up. Don't listen to it. If you have a dream do not stop until that dream is achieved, if your dream is something you want and is something that will make you happy then even if you feel like you've already failed then even still you just need to keep going. Don't give up, don't surrender. And because if you think that no one cares about you and that no one will be there to cheer you on as you push forward to achieve your dreams then I assure you you're wrong. Even if you think no one in your family, your friends, your neighbours or peers' cares about you then you are dead wrong. Even if you don't believe me there will always be someone that cares for you, there is always someone who will cry if you were no longer here, there is always someone who would worry about you if something bad happened to you. So don't you dare even consider for even a second about leaving this world, not only because if you for whatever reason truly think that no one likes you and that everyone you know would for whatever reason actually be happy if you left which is just wrong but even if that was true then don't you dare leave this world because you do not want to give those people the satisfaction of making you leave this place, do not do anything that would make someone who doesn't like you happy if you left they don't deserve that devilish satisfaction. But please if you ever even consider possibly leaving this world or hurting yourself, please just please talk to someone, whether you talk to a family member, friend, therapist or even a mate online, or even if you want to message me about whatever is bothering you. But still please just talk to someone before doing something dangerous that might or will in some way end up getting yourself hurt, please. Even though there isn't a machine that factually tells people how many people care about them or worries about them please don't leave this world thinking no one cares for you because even if a person hasn't openly gone to you saying "I care about you" that doesn't mean no one cares about you, people do care about you even if you don't know or realise it. Don't make them sad over you leaving because you thought no one cares for you. So please don't give up, keep pushing forward to achieve your dreams and don't leave this world because you thought no one cares for you because people do, I do. And I don't just mean that for the people I mentioned in this message I mean that for whoever is reading this because I would be heartbroken knowing that someone left this world not realising that people truly care about them and how many people do actually care about them. So please to whoever is reading this while I'm sorry if you thought this message was too long but please listen to what I've said and while I am in no way a skilled therapist or psychologist, I truly hope you take what I've said to heart. Please be careful with yourself
I'd like to bring up that this year when I first told my mother that I was worried about someone on twitter after they had done some concerning tweets she gave me some advice which I feel myself continually forgetting to listen to every time I find myself worrying about someone online, she basically told me "Don't give away too much of yourself" which what I think means is do not invest your stress too much into people that aren't your personal friends or family and aren't as easy to communicate with directly making it harder to reassure them. Which I find hard to listen to that advice when I'm someone can easily worry about people that I care about even if I don't know them personally.


My Advice For Certain Concerns

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Sad

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Angry

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Hopeless

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Indivual Messages To The People I Care And Worry About.

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To Kron

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The Special Thanks

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I have moved the rest of the Special Thanks to my profile, these special thanks are more related to this page.
(Sorted in alphabetical order by names which I've made bold so it's easier to find)
To Candace while I'm a bit annoyed neither of us can remember how we met I'm thankful I never left you behind, I hope we never forget each other so thank you for still being here. I would also like to mention how worried I am for you, I know you always seem positive and cheery but after you told me that stuff about you I can't help but feel concerned for you. I really, really hope things get better for you, okay? Please don't you ever forget that I should always be here for you if you ever need someone to talk to okay? And please keep doing what you love, keep drawing and following your dreams for I hope you will forever find happiness in your life.
To Hunter, please keep moving forward and standing your ground for you are an inspiration to us all especially me so thank you for I hope your future is nothing but an adventure that keeps getting better even if there might be a few road bumps on the way to victory.

Thank you Jib Loger for being someone I could talk to about Eachzy and CLON, I hope you're doing alright.

To Kron I hope you are going alright and if you are reading this message and that means that you have read this page then I hope you liked it, I hope it made you feel better even if it was just for a moment. I'm sorry I didn't try to reach out to you more before directly I was worried how you would react to someone like me suddenly messaging you out of the blue with an attempt to try to cheer you up even though I hadn't DMed you anything before I thought maybe you would find that weird or rude or something else. It's just seeing those posts on your private which I still won't directly mention here but seeing those tweets has left a mark on me, a mark that makes me worried about you not only for how you are mentally but also physically. I'm sorry if any of this was worded in a way you didn't like and I'm sorry if you found this page to be a bit too much for you. But if you did then I hope you can at least understand why I did this and I want you to know that I truly hope things get better for you and never forget if you ever need someone to chat to even if it's suddenly out of the blue I hope I will always be here to help you out and I know I'm not the only one of your mutuals that feels the same, we're here for you if you ever need us okay?

To Luis I really hope things get better for you, I hope that the crap that is the American health care system doesn't have to send you to some sort of medical ward just to fix that unfortunately stressful problem of yours but at least if you go there you would sort of have something in common with the Postal Dude, but in the meantime I hope you're going alright and don't forget that I'm always here if you need me unless I'm asleep because of my different timezone but I do have a bad sleep pattern so maybe I'll be awake.

I'm sorry Novlys, I hope you had a great birthday on the 22nd Of July, I am sorry I forgot to message you on that day and I hope you've been doing well and thank you for helping discuss about how to help Kron with me.

Shoutout to the fun and silly PoopMaster1054 who isn't as childish as their name could suggest, thank you for making a fun discord server for people like me to chat in about our wacky lifes.

Thank you YonKaGor for making me rethink about my mental state and the mental state of others after I cried from watching your "Circus Hop" video on 15/May/2024, although I do enjoy hiding the lyrics to your songs in the texture's for my Sketchfab models.